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The healing journey September 2022

 The Healing Journey! We planned to Drive from Colorado to California. This trip is exciting as I have not been to CA since 2008. My last trip there was to pick up my children from their biological father who stated if I "wanted them back, you have to come get them." This trip caused me a panic attack, which I have not experienced before. My husband was kind and talked me through it till I was able to breathe again. This trip reminded me of how I had to literally drop everything and drive in a panic to get my kids. I was scared I would never see them again. During this trip my anxiety would rise the closer we got to places which reminded me of my past or it was a city I actually lived in. Each time I was reminded, by God, that I was going to be okay. When we reached certain cities, a sign, a literal sign, was on the side of the road and read, "Prayer changes things". I felt a calm come over me. This sign presented itself 3 times for me on this trip.  It was at the...